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i am da only gurl in my family..sgt manja n very fragile..i luv shopping esp kasut,bj n handbag..i love my family N fren so much tp saya sgt benci ngan hipokrit..i hav learnt to forgive and forget..like prmanently delete dat sum people ever exist as sumone dear to me.. sum people say dat i can ezly cry n laugh @ da same time..sum would say dat i'm as fierce as iron lady..sum would say i am so daddy lil gurl..sum would say i'm a b****..sum would hate me s i'm ultimate heart broker..sum will say i luv 2 hurt myself 4 da sake of others..wat eva it is..i take it..humblely..bcoz i am a slave to the Almighty..i am learning 2 b a better person...

Sunday, November 7

JB-KL-JB-BP

Sound tiring huh?? but, it is a superb holiday!!!!! love every momemnts with the girls -Nurlaila kamal, farhana shafie, Shuhaidah AnwarDyana RazakAnne M ZakawanNurfadhila M Sharef, Intan Mastura, nopi Fizah amer and aqilah baseri hudin..


Walaupun hari terkilan xdpt sleep over cuda's house...tp the hangout togather was fun...good ventilation..sharing and exchanging stories..gossip..and best part is, we alwiz hav each other for ANYTHING..anything emergency, stat or planned..up to extend kemunculan FIONA & SHREK..unexpected and shameful..


Seeing u guys means a lot to me..get to share wat i've been holding inside for sooo long...get to breathe wif clear mind..


here are for u guys :..
Ela
~ serius aku kagum ngan ko....gorgeous + tetap maintain..sporting +supporting+loving husband...u hav everything in life now dear..appreciate it. Thanks to Allah..soon, the baby gonna fullfilled ur life..semuanya tersusun indah oleh ILLAHI...as ur fren i alwiz pray for ur safety, health and happiness..


Anne
~seeing u is like seeing a new u...mmg beza la ko ngan kitorg yg kanak2 riang ria...maksud aku kitorg yg single ni eh...the way u brought urself..and although probably i'm the last to know u r preggy iam still elated bout it...and despite being preggy u still look pretty and stunning! u will soon joining ela..i am so proud of u too..the cute-chubby yet adorable hubby will alwiz be by ur side dear...thank u Allah for granting health, wealth and happiness...


Yan
~i am happy to c the sparkles in ur eyes..the brave and courageous spirit that u've once had 3 years back...and he is WORTH for a husband to b..ur precious heart deserve it..i'm waiting for an invi dear...Fendi, neva ever hurt her coz she had enuff pain..now, i need ur strentgh to wake up..this messy love..


Fadot
~ tahniah yang tak terhingga dr aku...walaupun ko yang kawen ko tetap kepoh and xbenti cakap...harapnyua aman dapat mengemudi bahtera korang dengan bijaksana, adil and saksama...hope our frenship will stay the same mcm mak yong2 tuh...and dear, u look so lovely in the white pink sui...as alwiz, cantek! xsangka percintaan yang bertahun lamanya berakhir dengan indah...


Atork
~ u r alwiz the same...pre or post marriage...hehe..funny, sweet and lovely..deeply sorry for not beeing there..di ingat2 balik aku mmg jahat and kejam...xdpt p ko tunang...xdapat pegi majlis ko ari tuh...i've missed improtant events in ur life...but trust me, how much i wanted to be there...yang paling penting doa aku tak putus untuk kebahaghiaan ko dan fadly...Praying ur cool hubby will remain cool yet best husband ever..baik duniawi dan ukhrawi...


Paa
~ memang aku respect giler ko...still student yet alwiz up to date, maintain...in everyway -socialize, study and relationship...i envy u! Syukur hubungan yang tercipta antara ko and shah kukuh hingga hari ini...i am so happy he alwiz b by ur side..shah yang gila2, sporting nslamber yet smart...paling aku ske sbb shah ske kenakan cuda..jdk aku ske..haha..sket je lagi perjalanan ko..i know u will sail thru it and join us..jgn jadi HO garang cam aku eh..haha...


Nopi
~ kau aku paling jarang jmpe and dengar cite...tp aku tetap sayang ko gak..hehe..amd u changed a lot too...teringat kenangan pakaikan ko make up time qlod kawen..serius aku rindu gurau senda kita time tu..and dont worry dear, ko xtertinggal ape2 gosip bout me..ko bc blog ni sure ko paham kot..kalo xpaham p tanye kat makcik2 kat atas ni sume...aku tunggu nasi minyak ko dulu la..tunggu aku mcm xberpenghujung je..lastly, i;m prouf o u to dear..superb brain!


Cuda
~ bole tak aku xnak tulis ape2 utk ko? ko plg slalu aku jmpe spatutnye..haha..tp sbb ko la yang bx sgt jdk xslalu jmpe..haha...thanx for hearing me much...aku rs ko plg bnyk tgk aku nangus, dgr aku citer...and walaupun berbiuh2 mulut ko ckp aku cam degil gak kan?? and dear, dont worry...for sumone like u a good charming guy will be there...u dont need to go sampai korea nak crk...open up and gives space..mungkin kita xnampak ape yang ade di sekeliling kita..hehe


Qlod
~ mmmmuah! rindu sangat kat ko...raenya xpuas kuci2 mase time ko kwen tuh..and biler tgk berkali2 gmbr ko kawen tuh..OMG! ko ptt jadik model sambilan la..cantek +tinggi and best..u're hubby yang sangatla sporting layan kitorg..Praying his maturity will alwiz lead u guys punye life towards better life dunia dan akhirat...


gosh, diz entry is damn long...baik korang bace!! kalo xbace siap la...and now..i badly missing u guys
That's y i hate post-seeing u guys...


hehe



tItIk nOktah??

meeting old + cool eva girls..all in and out...telinga ni kalo bole amik MC mungkin dh mintak MC..i'm glad i've alwiz hav u guys to shout to, to whisper, to weep with...hehe.and after thinking and thinking i make up my mind...he is not woth waiting or longing for..i think my reasons are good..and i need to list it here so dat each time i'm melting i'll wake up...and open my eyes widely..paa, cuda n yan says i'm too soft-hearted..too weak??

0- islam is the way of life..thank u Allah..alwiz and a must!
1-y do i c u undecided ??
2- u don't seem to hav ultimate end in the relationship  ~marriage~
3- we r directing socializing different way..way too differ..
4- i need sumone to hold on to, to guide me not driving me away...
5- i can't b among ur class...
6- i can't stand too open up relation..

and i hope diz feeling vanished...wipe everything..so dat i cud wake up easily and keep on breezing thru this path...
 
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