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This few weeks has been worst than ever...and i eva do is keeping things to myself..there's a limit to everything..am i ever significant to u??to u?? and u guys...
and all i eva think of is to jaga hati u..amik hati u...alwiz fikirkan other people first before myself...
and that last saturday...er not sure which saturday dah..all i did was put myself ahead of everything..put my heart as my priority..and look at wat has happened...how i wish things is not diz super duper complicated n confusing..
to sum people i am important and significant..but honestly y do i feel i am not significant now??
rite now i'm in a phase of giving up everything..there's no use fighting on sumthing that will neva has an end..
Dah xtertanggung hati menjeruk rase..insan begitu senang memuntahkan segalanya dan melafaz maaf...am i dat plain stupid??
bersusah payah pujuk sana sini..pk sana sini ...end result i'm da one do the thinking..memamah diri..makan hati sendiri tapi terpaksa tersenyum and menelan segalanya...benar aku punya kekuatan sebegitu tapi aku tau setiap sesuatu ada batasnya..aku hanya mencari kebahagiaan diri..dan ketika segalanya baru bermula things going crazy...and u wasnt helping and favoring me at alll...i thought i alwiz put inside my mind that if we love sumbody doesnt mean we own them..fair enuff if they r happy...

all diz has to come to an end...i've made my decision..simple..easy...i put a dot in everything...i giv way...i'm pulling myself away...
this cut is damn deep inside...u can neva knew or imagine..or do u even care??

~gulty~

I never want to play the games that people play

I never want to hear the things they gotta say

I've found everything I need

I never wanted anymore than I can see

I only want you to believe

If it's wrong to tell the truth

Then what am I supposed to do

When all I want to do is speak my mind

If it's wrong to do what's right

I'm prepared to testify

If loving you with all my heart's a crime

Then I'm guilty

I wanna give you all the things you never had

Don't try to tell me how he treats you isn't bad

 I followed my heart

Followed the truth

And right from the start it led me to you

Please don't leave me this way

I'm guilty now all I have to say

edryssa49