HeArTy hEaRTy!!

i had a hectic week...Alhamdulillah I sail thru it..
a week full of emotion
an expected diagnosis but came along unexpected finding
unbearable sadness
most difficult decision
fighting with wat u know and wat u expect wud be
hiding ur true emotion...
miraclelous operation

Syukran jazillah Ya Illahi...
U hav granted us the best..
U lead us to it...

Abah was admitted to Pantai Hospital for stable angina..postcall and i came back noted ECG in hospital Extensive anterolateral MI..He was admitted to ICU..Next day we agreed for angiogram KIV proceed in Pantai Melaka..Hoping it will end there although i do know from ECG it is not that simple..thats for sure..true enuff noted Angiogram severe stenonsis of Right coronary branch, Complete blocked of LAD and stenosis Left main branch and Left circumflex artery..in short heart only recieve <10% blood supply...and the only solution is BYPASS!!
CXR shows pulmonary congestion
I wud say a beautiful xray for final year medical stud exam...very typical!
It is juz like a timebomb..either we loose it later or take the risk for op now and probablity of complicated surgery leading to death as worst outcome..but if we neva try we wud neva know...at least we hav done sumthing..
When the surgery was done i can feel my heart pumping very hard..and at last i cry...after all people calm...i've been keeping it...sbb aku rase kalo aku menangis di saat sumenya bersedih pasti mereka akan lg sedih kerana kenyataan yg sebenar aku lebih mengetahui kebenarannya...aku xmahu mereka mengetahui the worst situation
Alhamdulillah now day 4 in ICU post surgery...abah dah stat soft diet...dah sitting by chair..cume yang merisaukan aku still on IV Dopa 3ml..Nampak abah cengkung...kalo bole aku nak duduk sane je...sampai die sembuh and kua...tp aku jua punye tanggungjawab...doaku sentiasa dipanjatkan untuk kesihatannya...amin!