Bleeding LOVE

LOVE ...simple word..but i have difficulty interpreting it...after almost 2 year of emptiness y do i open up to sumone which i know will hav no ends..but this feeling cant be controlled.It is not dat everyday we fall in love..and to me it is not about look..it is how we are connected..u and me..how we feel each other..understanding..but i guess too much time togather, too much open up leading to route dat we wud neva expected...

and i have give in and loosen here and there for diz..

and know i reach an end..i dunno where shud i go...i dunno wat i shud do..

to continue wif sumone like him is almost impossible

He is alwiz with the look, the perception, the up class taste..

Not to be with him is one thing that wud be more realistic..

but now, at this moment it is juz hard to do it..Not after months of things said and done...

But to love everyday with a question mark is sumthing i can't live wif...

and to juz seat and watch as the stories goes i am drowning in my own world...

~edryssa~