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This few weeks has been worst than ever...and i eva do is keeping things to myself..there's a limit to everything..am i ever significant to u??to u?? and u guys...
and all i eva think of is to jaga hati u..amik hati u...alwiz fikirkan other people first before myself...
and that last saturday...er not sure which saturday dah..all i did was put myself ahead of everything..put my heart as my priority..and look at wat has happened...how i wish things is not diz super duper complicated n confusing..
to sum people i am important and significant..but honestly y do i feel i am not significant now??
rite now i'm in a phase of giving up everything..there's no use fighting on sumthing that will neva has an end..
Dah xtertanggung hati menjeruk rase..insan begitu senang memuntahkan segalanya dan melafaz maaf...am i dat plain stupid??
bersusah payah pujuk sana sini..pk sana sini ...end result i'm da one do the thinking..memamah diri..makan hati sendiri tapi terpaksa tersenyum and menelan segalanya...benar aku punya kekuatan sebegitu tapi aku tau setiap sesuatu ada batasnya..aku hanya mencari kebahagiaan diri..dan ketika segalanya baru bermula things going crazy...and u wasnt helping and favoring me at alll...i thought i alwiz put inside my mind that if we love sumbody doesnt mean we own them..fair enuff if they r happy...

all diz has to come to an end...i've made my decision..simple..easy...i put a dot in everything...i giv way...i'm pulling myself away...
this cut is damn deep inside...u can neva knew or imagine..or do u even care??