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i am da only gurl in my family..sgt manja n very fragile..i luv shopping esp kasut,bj n handbag..i love my family N fren so much tp saya sgt benci ngan hipokrit..i hav learnt to forgive and forget..like prmanently delete dat sum people ever exist as sumone dear to me.. sum people say dat i can ezly cry n laugh @ da same time..sum would say dat i'm as fierce as iron lady..sum would say i am so daddy lil gurl..sum would say i'm a b****..sum would hate me s i'm ultimate heart broker..sum will say i luv 2 hurt myself 4 da sake of others..wat eva it is..i take it..humblely..bcoz i am a slave to the Almighty..i am learning 2 b a better person...

Monday, May 2

Aneasthesiology Family Day

pepagi biler smpi trus bergmabar ngan hadiah cabuta bertuah...harap2 aku menang!..mase ni belum tungkus lumus jdk ajk sarapan (bidan terjun lagi...)
30th April 2011
mase memule aku masuk posting ni...benda 1st Dr Ungku bgtau adalah pasal family day..
Wajib pegi...
Time tu mmg ler aku xrela nak pegi
Yelah member yg best2 nak lepak same xde...

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Specialist aku -Dr Suana yang sempoi habess..

Bkn xde geng tp xsemeriah mane kot...

Last2 gara2 si azreey kecoh nak mampus aku xbyr n xnak p...aku akhirnye pegi gak..
Worst still ...jdk MC for dat family day night..as usual..<

so, sabtu tu kitorg start la kumpul kol 8 pg..
gile awal..
aku dgn xprepare kemas barang nye bole plak bgn 7.15pg..
Haha...mentang2 lah period..slamber je tdo..bile aku sedar mmg kelam klibut siap.
Mane taknye, aku dh janji ngan dak2 ni sume HO kalo bole bior smpi awal nak tolong pendaftaran...


aku smpi kol 815..huhu..
smpi2 azreey dh perli2 aku lmbt..
as xpected..haha..

after sumer set, dalam 9.40pg tu kitorg gerak...58 Kereta nak konvoi...mmg giler la..
aku xtau la mase memule tuh bole ke aku nk konvoi reramai...
Nasib baik la da boys satu keta mmg mcm tau2 je n tak tinggalkan kitorg...
tp nmpk smart gak la biler sumer keta ade riben kuning n gerak reramai...
Akhirnya kitorg smpi ke Felda Residence Tanjung Leman dlm mase 1 jam...
---Dengan jayanya kitorg abandon konvoi tuh..
sementara tunggu lunch kitorg smpt posing lagi..best gak layan dak2 ni posing
Aku jalan jer ngan ikut keta dak lelaki..
Naseb smpi

Spenajang dalam keta mmg best la berkaraoke sakan ngan fiza, michelle n suhan...


smpi kat sane kitorg lunch sesame 1 meja..
Time tu terpk gak aku..bosan gile HO ni duduk pun sesame kitorg
tp nak wat cmne dh kitorg comfortable cmtu..
Dh MO pun dok sesame diorg..

berlatih poyo2 untuk persembahan

lg pun org lain sumer ade family masing2

ptg tu kitorg rehearsal persembahan yg aku rase akan hancur..
haha...tp xpe, asalkan kitorg enjoy!

After dat main sukaneka..
Mmmg lawak gile
Bagai nak rak bersorak2
posing lagi dan lagi...credit to azreey yg ambil gmbr ni setelah 3 kali kitorg melompat
Gelak ketawa and not to forget..bnyk gak snappy2 picture

--Walaupun aku lupe bwk kamera...
Si SN aku, si Aya, sgt lah rajin mengambil gmbr...

plus, si azreey bwk kamera tp suruh aku amik gmbr..
silap la mamt tuh...
haha

game paling klakar..cayalah fadhli!



Then after dat diorg ramai yang mandi laut and mandi air kolam
Tp kitog sumer xmandi since after jalan2 kat pantai jap n posing2 (lagi dan lagi...)
dh nak maghrib
Trus balik n siap2
Dak2 ni p solat maghrib berjemaah...


Dinner start kol 8.30mlm...aku ngan azreey mengarut poyo2  jd pengacara...
Belasah je la...
then time persembahan HO

Xsangke sumer org menantikan persembahan kitorg
Haha...mmg kelakar..
Kitorg punye la xde idea, kitorg wat persembahan pasal perbincangan kitorg sendiri untuk wat persembahan ape..

so bile sorang kate menari kitorg pun menari..
Bile sorang kate nyanyi kitorg pun nyanyi...
Sempoi!
Naseb baik ade hasyim..

Last2 skali kitorg main game ngan audience..Game kelopak jantung..

best!

Malam tu aku dpt cabutan kereta bertuah and individu bertuah
--Azreey mmg xpuas hati tgk keta aku menang..haha
sebelom balik bilik tdo..

1 May 2011
Selamat hari pekerja!!!

lpas keletihan di mlm hari smlm, dgn karaoke selepas majlis dinner tuh
Pagi mmg bgn lambat..
bgn2 siap and p breakfast...

malam dinner yg sempoi...

pg tu breakfast semeja ngan Mr Saadon and Dr Ungku..

Then kitorg pk2 nk main ape...

Last2 dak2 ni ajak mandi kolam n main bola
Main bola and monkey
smpi penat giler gelak n berlari2 dalam air kolam
Mmg meriah la kolam tu kitorg buat...

keganasan yang terserlah...eh, azreey main jauh2..

Lepas tu main polo air..
Lagi terserlah keganasan sume

Punye la sengal sorang2...p besar and kecikkan gol la..ada yang dok je jaga gol tuh..
ada yang main pegang and geletek penjaga gol
Mcm gusti..

akibatnye abis main bukan skadar dpt sunburn tp calar balar n lebam...

Xcukup tu terlepas plak gmbr2 dlm kolam..


Then kitorg packing and gerak balik...

ketenangan sblm kitorg menhuru harakan suasana

Konvoi gak..
Kitorg singgah Kota Tinggi and having lunch...


Though it was quite tiring...but i hav so much fun!
Thanx to those yang menjayakannya..






gmbr ni sbnrnye xfokus bunga kat tepi kpala fadhli...konon2 amik gambar ala2 mangga
















mase memule smpi Felda residence..

last preparation on stage...

all of us b4 gerak..hashim yg smpi lambat!








Thursday, April 21

meaningful lyric!


berapa kali ku harus katakan cinta

berapa lama ku harus menunggumu
diujung gelisah ini aku
tak sedetikpun tak ingat kamu
namun dirimu masih begitu
acuhkanku tak mau tahu

Chorus  :
luka, luka, luka yang kurasakan
bertubi, tubi, tubi engkau berikan
cinta ku bertepuk sebelah tangan
tapi aku balas senyum keindahan

bertahan satu cinta
bertahan satu c.i.n.t.a
bertahan satu cinta
bertahan satu c.i.n.t.a

pernahkah engkau sejenak mengingat aku
pernahkah ingat walau seperti angin berlalu
disetiap malam kini aku
tak sedetikpun tak ingat kamu
namun dirimu masih begitu
acuhkanku tak mau tahu

Ulang  Chorus





A fren of mine told me that diz song is nice...n  i like it!!!

Wednesday, April 20

19 April 2011

it is a nice celebration...i enjoyed it soo much

Alhamdulillah bertambah lagi umur ku..
Harap2 pertambahan umur membawa pertambahan iman dan amal
---tp terase hati ni semakin jauh drNya...nauzubillah! naseb baik last posting ni ada Mak Ungku yg suke wat tazkirah di hari Jumaat..

Diz birthday i'm not hoping for more..wat eva dat i hav now is enuff..
My only wish is for dat sumone to come n be @ my side to give me joyness in diz bored grey life..

alhamdulillah it was a great day n nite to end with...
i shall neva forget..

I guess wats done is done..i dont need more pressie from u >> even though u keep on saying wait till i come there plak later i'll get the real one..haha!

For all frens and family member thanx for da wish. i appreciate it...
Of all people, i do reply the msgs except for one...bcoz too much that i care thus i cannot reply..the more i care the more i cant go on..plus ur reaction is so subtle...at a time u push me away..at a time u wud b a music to my heart..dat sumone, i know u know who u r...











Saturday, April 9

LAT kampung boy the musical

 Haha...at last terbayar jugak la hutang nak tgk teater...
although this theater was awesome but i really regret not able to watch Terima Kasih Cinta...
Plus, i didnt turn out after i promised him to be there..so this time i made it...Best!!!!


Sangat2...Harith Iskander and Hans Isaac did an excellent job directing the theater aided by  AwieAtilia,Douglas Lim and many more.

LAT the Musical tells us the story of Dato LAT and how he struggle through ups and down in his life untill how he is now....
It resembles satu Malaysia - Malay, English, dialek Perak and Chinese...all in one...they blend into it! Honestly i loved all the lagu in the theater...huhu
Even though it is kinda rushing sbb after that kitorg p Low yat tp sgt enjoy la...it was a great holiday...



great weekend gateway...

Universal Studio Singapore..

Since it open i have longed so much to be there...and of corse with sumone i love and care...
Alhamdulillah cuti in ICU ni bole dimanfaatkan sebaiknya...and it falls perfectly as everybody was free dat day...



i love it..i love it...sy rase sgt gembira...

and after all things happened dat weekend i noticed sumthing...sumthing ...............huhu... (",)



Thursday, April 7

kenangan

...."He's the reason of the teardop on my guitar..the only that can break my heart...I fake a smile so he won't see"...a date dat I can neva erase.has been trying to do so diz pas 2 years but failed. I decided to change..trying to b a gud fren..but damn it is torn inside as the time come...I wish I could say no..I wish I woudnt return the call..I wish I won't hav to c u..no more..but this is not fairytale..face it and live wif it but damn hard!
Diz last year I think is my last that I give up...huhu...y? Juz wanna c u happy and smile..y? Bcoz I'm a fren..a a fren will alwiz make anoter fren happy..


Wednesday, March 16

si PENJUAL IKAN....

Jengkel...
Memang hampess
aku sangat la xgemar
aku dh la postcall..walaupun onkol bed sore grade 1 tp penat kot...ntah hape angin ntah bole plak aku xley tdo n settlekan benda2 remeh time onkol yg indah malam td...
so mmg le hari ni lesu, penat, skt bdn n ngantuk...
semalam bad artline day plak tuh...sume artline nak bunk...pastuh stok2 yg susah nak mampus nak insert smpi MO yg aku respek pn give up...

hari ni lepas CME pagi kitorg balik ICU n start round..round plak ngan bos 'baik' punye...aku tgh round2 1st patient admit la satu patient yg x stable gile ...nak intubate sume kat ICU..huhu...dh mula dh adrenaline rush...pastu sumer patient yg kekwat n ssh la artline xfunction, nak repeat septic workout, nak CVL baru...biasenya bile ramai manusia dlm ICU ni xde plak benda nak wat...ari ni bnyk plak nak wat...4 CVL ,  4 artline px yg susah2...br nak settle 2 patient dtg lg new admission...px restless giler2...CL 3 plak tuh...ish2... siap sume clerking n procedure yang semuanya HOUSEMAN wat ...dgr plak 1 suara...'p insert branula px tuh...dh bunk line die...' aku ngan azreey berpandangan.WTF.....??? Ko yg cbt branula tuh tolong la pasang...bkn kitorg duduk2 lalala mcm ko...dr awal smpi abis mengarah je tau....tau la preggy tp xpatut kot...sabor je la...dh la branula senang gile kot... vein menjalar2...adoi ai!bukan nak berkira or malas...tp xsyok la kan keje mcm tu...work as a team..jgn mentang2 ko tuh MO tau nak jdk pak tunjuk....senior MO sume pn xwat cm2...hampagas!!! Thap xbole blah sbb mase bz2 tu die ley suruh aku yg tgh bekerja gerak p amikkn mobile phone sbb die nk kol boss..apekah?? die yg dok diri je xwat pape xnak plak p...
sabar je la...
Mmg ptt pun mase onkol smlm senior MO tu gossip ngan aku n tnye pasal die...meragui kebolehan die..huhu...padahal mamat tu sebaik2 senior MO...xsyak lg!

Hello...sedar la sket sumer org akan ade waktu di atas n di bawah...br naik UD44 dh nak berlagak2..ya Allah mintak dijauhkan lah aku dr berperangai sebegitu kelak...tkut gak ckp2 pasal org tetibe sok lusa org ckp pasal kita...mintak simpang...

tp jadik manusia ni biarlah ikut resminya padi...makin berisi makin tunduk merendah diri.....



 
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