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i am da only gurl in my family..sgt manja n very fragile..i luv shopping esp kasut,bj n handbag..i love my family N fren so much tp saya sgt benci ngan hipokrit..i hav learnt to forgive and forget..like prmanently delete dat sum people ever exist as sumone dear to me.. sum people say dat i can ezly cry n laugh @ da same time..sum would say dat i'm as fierce as iron lady..sum would say i am so daddy lil gurl..sum would say i'm a b****..sum would hate me s i'm ultimate heart broker..sum will say i luv 2 hurt myself 4 da sake of others..wat eva it is..i take it..humblely..bcoz i am a slave to the Almighty..i am learning 2 b a better person...

Saturday, September 18

Syawal 2010


 سلامت هاري راي عيدالفطري

Alhamdulillah, setelah sebulan kita berpuasa di Bulan Ramadan…. akhirnya kita berjaya mengharungi sebulan berpuasa di bulan Ramadan yang lalu…..
Al-fatihah buat saudara mara dan sahabat handai yang telah kembali ke rahmatullah…. moga roh mereka dicucuri rahmat oleh Allah…. Aminnnnn….

Syukur gak raya tahun ni aku berpeluang menyambut bersama keluarga dan sahabat handai tersayang...mula2 cubenasib je mintak cuti 4 HARI straight.Taksangka and tak berharapan langsung dpt...syukur sgt2...mane taknye gara2 olok2 aku xdpt cuti kitorg dh balik utk msk ketupat towards end of Ramadhan untuk mengunjung kat saudara mara...but it was quite memorable thing though..

This year Raya different from other Raya...i arrive home kol 2.15am mase 29 Ramadhan...ni gara2 p window shopping kat Jusco tuh...jalan2...amik spec baru my fren la...hehe.nasib balik bp konvoi..so not a boring thing..mata yang ngantuk pun x ngantuk...

Last day puasa is not the same as before...xde masak2...this year sbb dh masak earlier we decide no need to masak2..hehe..alll my aunts gives us the lauk pauk as they only cook dat day...so left me alone kemas and decorate the house...lately ni ibu asyik xsehat. Memang aku sgt ler risaunye..huhu.so sebabkan aku dpt cuti ni aku pun take over the housechores..ala, lgpun bkn ssh sgt. Dat day bukak posa mmg fun...aku bukak posa kat umah my aunt in kampung istana..th house fills wif everybody...so glad...so happy...all the members catching up each other and mcm biase la...sure aku kena usik...the usual stuff..haha

Hari raya eve mule terase after maghrib...dentam dentum bunyi mercun...mmg excited habis la...dhlh keliling umah dh ade pelita kitorg pun excited la nak main bunga api n mercun gak...mamang berlawan2 la...sgt meriah berwarna warni...love diz excitement...i wud neva imagine dlm usia mcm ni raya is stil exciting things for all of us....smpi acara kemuncak mercun mlm tuh one of the mercun accidentally terbalik facing the house...mmg panik habis time tuh..sket lagi nak kena umah...sumer org jerit..huhu...

afta habis main mercun we went to BP Mall..last minute shopping....slagi xraye..slagi tu la shopping...buy my lil bro baju raya...di pk2 untung btul jd die...ade mak ayah, abang n akak yang for sure will buy anything he wants...hehe...my dad us usual geleng kpala je tgk kitorg..

Its RAYA day!!!! Hooray....walaupun terbit rase sendu dalam hati Ramadhan berlalu..dan Ramadhan tahun ni the worst for me...xsempat habis khatam Quran...terawikh kat masjid apatah lagi...MasyaAllah...
sob2...sob2...

Samapia2 untk family gathering i can hear all my aunts said siape la tu jalan ngan aunty yah...iwas like....wat??? xkenal..its me!!!! haha....sume org has the impression i'm working..hehe....and so the day begin...gossip with my lovely gurlzz cousin...my cousing yang kat aussie pun balik...meeting my new anak buah..so rosy pink muke die...comel and the fact dat everybody says she's just like me when i was young..ish2...huhu...

Then we had our usual family tahlil thing..then cenderahati raya..then PICTURE time!!!! here are some of it....




Saturday, September 11

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hanya satu saja yang mahu ku coretkan...terpanggil2 nak bukak blog nisedari pagi tadi dan tulis....

aku rindu kamu...sangat!

**edryssa49**

Thursday, September 9

R.a.m.a.d.h.an ke 2 as HO...

Alhamdulillah..diam x diam ni kali ke 2 aku menyambut Ramadhan as a goverment servant...kalo dulu mase belajar terpk2 mcm mane la agaknya sambut ramadhan and syawal whis is coming very soon bile time keje...hehe
As far as i can recall,last year Ramadhan was a bit slow and gloomy...this year is even better..in fact much2 better although deep down inside i know i'm holding on for sumthing of no end...sumthing i cud neva tell wats its gonna b...hehe
Last year celebrate Ramadhan as junior HO in Paeds..mase tu baru 1st posting....memang xdisangka2...kena keje plak tu time raye..aku cume cuti time raye ke 4 and 5...ish2...in fact malam raya i was onkol...memang memorable...bile ingatbalik mase Ramdhan taunlalu kebnykkkn waktu buka abes kat spital...keje..keje..keje...pastu aku pun bukan tau jalan2 nak p mkn...paling jauh p pun bazar ramadhan kat Kampung Melayu Mjdee tu...mmg naif abes la time tuh...jusco pun aku jarang jejak..apatah lagi nak shopping raye time tuh...
But this year Ramdhan is wonderful...i had few times bukak posa kat umah wif families...bukak at hotel wif family...my fren having break fast at my hommie...few occasion of proper bukak posa reramai and wif my dearest colleague and best frens..it is so much fun!!
wif cool colleague + gossipers
Bezanya taun ni celebrate Ramadhan and senior HO yang poyo2...haha...kat Medical plak tuh...haish!
Here are memories of diz year Ramadhan..i'll treasure and cherish diz moment in mywhole life..perhaps this is the best moment we ever had...yelah,afterdiz everybody might goes separate ways--married, further study, changehospital...i'll sure miss u guys so much!

my ex gigih..school gals
we enjoy makan2 a lot of time
mase ni sume tgh lahap makan Volcano
2 abgs n baby
pan pac hotel..
al's treating us Baskin robbin...
the group in LC catering..
our last buka posa togather for this year..
one of my bz oncall day..tp sempat gak mkn

love the 2 gurls..
i'm the delivery gurl..they were oncall that day..one of our best break fast..hehe
hehe...before my father came..
nyum2 wif zira..before karaokeing..
we were waiting for azan...buka posa at my house in BP..

Sunday, September 5

gRadUAtIOn my LiL bRo..





06.08.2010 It was my weekend off...so i decided to drive after work on Friday to Seremban...meet up wif my parents in Ayer Keroh. Not exactly after work pun...balik umah, mandi, pack barang2 then hav a quick dinner before off to highway...xle quick maner pun dinner tu..sempat la sembang2..then i drove as 'slow' as i can off to Seremban..mane taknye, akhirnya kol 8 pm ++ baru gerak where as my parent around 6 dh gerak from bp...ish2...tkt xsempat jer nak jumpe..mmg cipta rekod..within 1 H..dlm 9.30 smpi ayer keroh waiting for my parents..hehe...mlm tu smpi2 seremban aku lepak2 with my lil bro smbil tgk the italian job..last2 tv tgk kitorg..hehe
07.08.2010
It's the DAY! Congratulation to my dear brother...i bought him 2 bouquet of flower..1 for him and 1 for his GF..hehe...terpk plak aku.If i am not coming cian die...yang my big bro pun satu...sebok sangat ngan futsal die...xreti btol nak prioritizekan family..hai...malas nak ckp..he's big enuf to think bout it.i woudnt miss it.Adik dah la sorang je and he is my dearest lil bro...no matter wat i luv him so much...so much!rasenya mcm kejap je ms berlalu,dh besar dh...
the convocation was really nice..done in PICC---Memang ler glam habes..aku plak seriesly lupe gile it is held there..pakai bj japanese cotton je..xler glam lip lap2 like my mum..hehe...xpe2, kecantikan dalam kesederhanaan (haha...cantek ke???)
The hall itself mmg nice..the deco ok la..tp it is like a new thing for me to hav a round table wif proper lunch during the convocation...differ dr majlis convo biase..and sumhow i really enjoy watching the 1st year koir group...diorg nyanyi best la...enjoy btol...

For my lil bro, here are my wish for u...


For every ending
there's a new beginning;
for every memory,
there's a dream ahead.
The happy times you've had so far,
The people you have met
Will always be a part of life
You'll never quite forget...

But ever better, brighter days
Are waiting just for you,

So dream your dreams...
and start in now

To make them all come true!

Tuesday, August 24

WISH with lots of Luv!!!

It's a late entry, but for me neva too late...hehe...the entry has been postponed like days...xingat dh bape hari..these days busy btol...tiring oncall day and fasting month time...rase waktu tu mcm cepat sangat berlalu smpi xsempat2 nak wat benda...afta break fast balik umah solat and reciting sket pastu tdo...then wake up for sahur...pastu p keje..ishh2...betul mmg bz.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my lovely gurlfren, NUR FAIZAN JAAFAR...
Side by side or miles apart

True friends are always close to your heart
Whether you're turning twenty five or fifty-two
You know that I'm a true friend because you're here beside me
I'm here, right now, on your special day
So lets give a a prayer on ur day..

AWAN BERARAK CERIA
TIADA TITIS HUJAN
POHON MELAMBAI -LAMBAI
KUSUSURI PERJALANAN
BERTEMANKAN SENYUMAN

DI HARI LAHIR MU
IRINGAN DOA KU HULUR
SELAMAT HARI LAHIR
BERSYUKUR KEPADANYA
ATAS NIKMAT USIA
USIA MU IBARAT MUTIARA
TIADA BERGANTI LAGI

HIASKAN IMAN BERSULAM TAQWA
IKHLASKAN HATIMU KERANYA
AGAR SEMPAT MENGUCUP
HARUMAN SETANGGI SYURGA...


 
Thanks for the invitation...mmg kenyang btul mkn dat nite...dhlah mase tu postkol yang sgt lapar...hehe! Hope u like the present..i did hav difficult time to find a right one for u dear!



~ CUCI the musical ~

It is so hilarious...we did enjoy ourselves despite a tiring and adventerous journey...
xsangka langsung i wud love it so much..i sort of hesitate gak to watch it for RM160..Lagi plak it is a risk ntah2 bukan main player yang berteater..and da fact dat we arrive there half an hour late....the theater is awesome!!!
smpi2 je trus amik ticket that he booked and we rushed to theater...masuk2 je dah dengar org sumer gelak sakan tgk teater tu...adoi, trase rugi btol datang lambat...after we get out seat trus enjoy the show..memang galak sakan...love it! memang ada gaya, mutu dan keunggulan..diorg sendiri xbole tahan ngan lawak spontan diorg...i wud say that although pice of my heart was pounding while wathcing the movie i can still enjoy the movie..FANTASTIC!!!
mmg xrugi...sume pelakon beri komitmen yang tinggi and they are good wif their stuff...lagi best dat day was Harith iskandar punye birthday...so the team make a surprise burfday cake and wish for him...and the best part is we get to see his wife live...slame ni dgr dlm biter and citer kawan2 jer...at dat point rae cam nak jerit je..'hello, we r HO like u too' haha...wifey die wat cake sendiri sempena burfday die..huhu...
Overall i enjoy the day despite racing episode prior to the theater...ish2...thinking back, truk btul my driving attitude dat time...young and DANGEROUS! alhamdulillah xde pape yang berlaku...we end our day by eating dinner in Restoran Murni, which i hav been longing so looong nak p sana...

Nota kaki : I personally think it is fun to hang out wif fatim..missing her! hehe

Thursday, August 12

rawan hati

Hari ni genap hari ke 2 umat islam berpuasa..alhamdulillah, Ramadhan kini menjelma tiba dan aku masih diberi kesempatan meraikannya...walaupun Ramadhan kali ini ku kira sewajarnya ku sambut dengankeindahan...dengan kelainan..kerana aku kini insan yang baharu...ku sambut Ramadhan yang tiba dengan insan2 istimewa yang lain...namun walang di hati tak jemu bertamu jua...
walau hati gembira bergelak tawa nun jauh disudut hati tercarik rindu teramat kegembiraan yang datang dari hati yang luhur...luhur disyangi..dihargai seadanya...bukan aku menolak bahagia yang ada kini tapi entah mengapa bahagia yang diharapkan xseindah mimpiku...hmm...ntahlah.Hakikatnya manusia mmg xmengenal erti puas kot...
tapi sampai bila harus begini???

????...aku pun tak tahu...

 
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