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i am da only gurl in my family..sgt manja n very fragile..i luv shopping esp kasut,bj n handbag..i love my family N fren so much tp saya sgt benci ngan hipokrit..i hav learnt to forgive and forget..like prmanently delete dat sum people ever exist as sumone dear to me.. sum people say dat i can ezly cry n laugh @ da same time..sum would say dat i'm as fierce as iron lady..sum would say i am so daddy lil gurl..sum would say i'm a b****..sum would hate me s i'm ultimate heart broker..sum will say i luv 2 hurt myself 4 da sake of others..wat eva it is..i take it..humblely..bcoz i am a slave to the Almighty..i am learning 2 b a better person...

Saturday, June 1

coming to an end...

hari ni genap post date 8 days...
41w+1d POA...sure of date...early scan correspond to date..not breasfeeding or on any contraception methods...
sumer orang dok tanye aku bile nak bersalin...
xde sign of labour lagi...nak buek macam mano....
baby pun good fetal movement..sangat aktif..
aku berdoa dan berharap semoga segalanya dipermudahkan...

bukan mudah rupenya pengalaman mengandung dan proses menjadi seorang ibu..
bnyk dugaannya...banyak perubahan..banyak benda baharu....dan semua ni xkan dapat aku lalui tanpa kehadiran suami tercinta yang sangat memahami...dan semestinya keluarga tersayang....

di kala ini seolah menghitung hari....persaan yang bercampur baur...aku xtahu bagaimana mahu diekspresikan....betul orang ckp...ibarat nyawa di hujung tanduk...jadik medical practicioner...lagi mcm2 benda aku tahu lg pelbagai rase menghantui diri...luarannya aku mungkin nmpk tenang tapi gelodak jiwa hanya tuhan yang tahu......tapi aku redha dan ikhlas...xsabar untuk mendengar tangisan buah hati cinta kami...hadiah buat suami....

Wednesday, August 1

the EVERY little things...


SOLEMNIZATION
Theme - Pearl white -English Garden
Date - 24 august 2012
Venue - Dewan dynasty Landmark Hotel
Foods - done
bride outfit - done - material, tailor booked and discussion done
groom outfit - done
Make up - done
Photographer - done
Videographer - done
Heels - done
Hand bouquet -done
Family outfit - super done
Gifts - pending
Bridesmaid outfit - dpme

MALAM BERINAI
Date - 24 august 2012
Theme : Tradisional Java
Venue - Dewan dynasty Landmark Hotel
Foods - done
bride outfit - pending - material, tailor booked and discussion done
groom outfit - done
Make up - done
Photographer - done
Videographer - done
Pelamin - in progress, awaiting design, payment and concept settled
Hand bouquet - pending
Heels - done
Flower girl's outfit - done
Family outfit - done
Bunga telur - done

RECEPTION
Theme - Tradisional songket
Date - 25 august 2012
Venue - Dewan Jubli Intan Batu Pahat
Catering - done
bride outfit - pending - material, tailor booked and discussion done
groom outfit - pending
Make up - done
Photographer - done
Videographer - done
Heels - done
Hand bouquet -done
Family outfit - done
Gifts - pending
Pelamin + arch + walkway - done
Flower girl's outfit - pending
Bridesmaid outfit - pending
Family outfit - pending
Best women's outfit - done
Best man's outfit - done
Entertainment : gamelan/barongan done
Bunga manggar -DIY half done
Bunga telur - done
Goodies - PENDING

BERTANDANG
Theme - baby blue pink
Date - 01 September 2012
Venue - Quarters Pejabat Haiwan Bukit Pyung Terengganu
Make up - sebarang2 kang cam tepung gomak. scary! hope cantek!
Photographer - family je sudah...
Heels - done
Hand bouquet - pending

OTHERS
Kursus kahwin - done
HIV test done
 borang nikah bride done
 borang nikah groom done
Bunting & Banner done
Kad kahwin done
Signage pending
Guestbook - done
Photobooth corner - done

23 days....

Rasenya dah lama aku tidak menulis...
Dah xberkesempatan...
sebok menguruskan hari yang makin hampir....
seribu satu perasaan...
xterungkap.....
sungguh setahun yang lalu tidak ku rancang aku bakal bergelar seorang isteri..
rase yang bercampur2
Setiap hari ku pinta dari Illahi agar memberi ku kekuatan...kesabaran dan keimanan dalam meladeni hidup sebagai seorang isteri kelak...
kerana tanggungjawab ku besar...
Bimbang xterpikul..
Bimbang xdapat membahagiakan hati soerang lelaki bernama suami....
Sesungguhnya aku mengharapkan bimbingan mu ya habibi....

Di celah-celah kesibukan ini...
hati seakan tersentuh
ini Ramadhan terakhir sebagai anak gadis ayahku...
ini Syawal terakhir aku di pagi raya di sisi mereka....
bila ku fikir-fikir dan ku kenang-kenang...air mata ini pasti mengalir...
Pasti segalanya akan berubah..
Aku xbisa lagi kemana-mana dengan ibu ayahku...
pasti ada hadnya....
sebenarnye seakan sebati dengan diriku...
gelaran 'anak ayah'....
ya..memang aku anak ayah...aku pasti merindui dan sukar untuk aku mengubah rutin ku..
Apa-apa yang berlaku...pasti ayah tempat ku mengadu..
ayah penawar duka ku...
sungguh aku teramat sedih bila memikirkannya....

Namun...
xdapat ku nafikan
perasaan berdebar2...
kegembiraaan itu pasti ada....
gembira akhirnya aku bertemu si dia yang memahami ku...yang dapat ku jadikan sandaran...

Ya Allah permudahkanlah urusan kami...
Berikanlah kami petunjuk dalam menjalani liku-liku berumahtangga kelak...

Menghitung hari...23 days!!!!!

Sunday, July 22

our Pre-Wedding

ok...sangat berdebar2 mase nak buat pre-wedding...xtau gambar cantek ke x..
xtau nak pose macam mane...But alhamdulillah..as we go along we manage to do it..
Mase memula bnyk betul hal yang berlaku...
we have schedule our pre-wedding at late June...but cancelled sbb xcukup MO nak keje...
nasib lah En Safa, our photographer feels okay with it...
So in Mid July kitorg pun buatla pre-wed...
tu pun issue gak..
mula2 bos xbg cuti sbb as usual MO xcukup..hampagas..
but i cannot tolerate anymore...
mane ade masa lagi...
So i went to see him and discussed...at last he gaves me am off
So i can do my pre-wed on the Morning...
haishh! what a rush...tp xpe...what to do...
So we've decided to make it 2 session...on dusk and dawn...
memang pilih amik dekat Mersing by the beach...
sebab beach ni la banyak jadik saksi kisah cinta kitorg dari mula kenal, bercinta...menghadapi suka duka bersama...dekat sinilah tempat we shared our moments..
and we want it to last forever...
So that when one day we left Mersing we have the memories captured not only in ourselves but insyaAllah to be shared with our generation in future...amin!



i just love the smile on his face!


saat dah xtau nak pose macam mane..kesian En Safa..bertahan dengan kami

Dear husband to be, walk by my side alwiz...be my guidance..Amin!

Guys, kindly make urself free for our big day!!!

Sunday, July 1

CUUUUTTTIII...jalan2!

Alhamdulillah...dalam kesibukan merancang majlis resepsi..kami berkesempatan menempah tiket honeymoon..yeay!Really looking forward for the date...walaupun this year dah p bercuti ke Bandung tp rs macam xcukup...xpuas...maybe sbb mase p Bandung tu dalam masa yang sama p beli barang2 utk kahwen....
Even though we just planned the holiday 4 months ahead tp alhamdulillah...sgt bersyukur sbb tiket yg dpt berbaloi...Walaupun from the very begining en tunang seems undecided nak pegi mane...
At last lepas berbincang die decide nak p BALI...
Among our considered place...
1) Phuket
2) Krabi Island
3) Gold Coast Australia
4) Bali
 
Pilih Bali sbb we want a relaxing holiday...yang ade beach..at the same time bole jalan2...lagipun xnak spent berlebihan semata-mata utk honeymoon...we've got a lot of time ahead for us...Phuket n Krabi terpaksa letak tepi sbb ramai org2 dh pegi kate kat sana ssh nak carik makanan halal...anjing bertaburan..so xnak la...jdk xbest plak honeymoon nnt...
 
Gold Coast pun xjadik sbb it is more like a fun holiday....maybe tahun depan la p gold coast...tahun ni dh p singapore dah..cukuplah...
 
Lepas bersusah payah berebut kat Airasia...online je..hehe...dapat tiket..sumer settle..then nak carik hotel pulak...memula ingat nak amik package2 holiday or honeymoon..tp semuanya xmenepati citarasa...from beberapa org yg si survey diorg ckp amik package xbest....akan terikat..and u dont have the luxury of HONEYMOON! Kitorg hampir decide nak gamble je p sana...amik tourist kat sana...
but i know its gonna b hard...berdasarkan pengalaman ku ke Bandung hari tu...kalau xde tourist yang kita dah janji mesti susah...
So at last we are soo lucky sbb Ela and Sofwan kenalkan kar Mr putra..their tourist guide mase honeymoon...he is reaaly nice..He arrange everything for us...the itenary are as below...
Plus calculating all the payment..murah je compared kalau amik package2...Nasib baik
 
Day 1
>Meeting at airport
>Lunch on the way
>Hotel c/i and take a rest for a while
>Kuta discovery trip, visiting some shopping complex such as Kuta square and Discovery shopping mall
>Romantic sunset dinner on the beach at Jimbaran

>Day 2
>Watching cultural performance named Barong dance
>Visiting art villages around ubud area
>Batuan village temple
>Kintamani, to se the beauty of batur volcano and lake
>Coffee and spices farm
>Holly spring temple
>Ubud market
>Puri Saren royal palace
>dinner on request

>Day 3
>Nusa dua beach for water activities and 5 star hotel complex
>Lunch Nasi padang
>Garuda wisnu Kencana statue
>Padang Padang beach
>Blue point villa for tea time
>Uluwatu cliff temple sunset
>Dinner on request

>Day 4
>Taman ayun royal family temple
After balik dari Bali..we are flying again to Penang...sbb kitorg nak jalan2 Penang..plus nak try Hard Rock Hotel Penang..dgr citer gempak...kebetulan yang sgt indah...i was offered to an Emergency conference in Penang....yeay!Sambil bercuti ditanggung sambil berconference...haha...
Oh, not only that..sebelum p Bali insyaAllah we are planning to go to Bukit Tingggi..nnt org kate xpernah sampai pulak..hehe...last but not least..we planned to end our holiday p Tasek Kenyir... harap2 everything went smooth..insyaAllah..Doa dan tawakal kami panjangkan kepada Mu Ya Allah...

Sunday, April 8

sneak peak..my E-Day...

ramai tanya gambar...
en Hatta Awang Photography kata next week siap...so ni sneak peak gambar2 yang dia upload di fb...

Gmbr sangat cantek..i am happy wif all the shots and angle..sadly he is fully booked for the wedding day...huhu








Saturday, April 7

alkisah cincin


Isu memilih cincin…
Mase mula2 aku bukak mulut dekat ibu cerita pasal dulang hantaran and 1 of my hantaran to him is cincin….ibu berhujah panjang lebar…mcm2…ibu ckp lelaki mane bole pakai cincin..haram…jenuh jugak menerangkan pada ibu…
These are things dat I gathered from my reading dr others B2B…thanx…

Emas putih, 75% kandungannya adalah emas kuning (yg diharamkan)
apakah sama hukumnya dgn makanan yg 75% kandungannya adalah babi?
ataukah sama hukumnya dgn minuman yg 75% kandungannya adalah khamr?

jadi,adakah….

Nasi goreng yang kita masak bila bercampur dengan 75% babi adakah nasi goreng tu masih dikira halal walaupun kandungan babi cuma 75% dan bukan 100%?

Perkara yang haram kalau dicampur dengan perkara yang halal adakah ianya dikira halal?


Kalau nak cari cincin pun cari la yang bebas dari emas. Platinum, palladium atau perak. InsyaAllah ketiga-tiga ini bebas dari emas.----Baca artikel ini berkaitan hukum lelaki memakai emas putih:


1. Habib Jewels - Plaza Angsana (kalau tak silap) yang ni tak pasti ada cincin selain emas atau tidak
2. Tiffany & Co - KLCC (tak pasti ada tak outlet dekat JB)
3. Love & Co - tak pasti ada tak outlet dekat JB
4. Tomei - white gold
5. Cartier
6. Selberan - KLCC
7. OE Jewellery
8. The Carat Club
9. Poh Kong - ada jual platinum (nama set: romantica).
outlet: 
1. Diamond & Gold - Tesco Seri Alam Masai
2. Diamond Boutique - Jusco Tebrau, Jusco Bukit Indah
3. Oro Bianco - Jusco Bukit Indah
10. K.M Oli Mohammed - mostly emas. tak pasti ada outlet dekat JB atau tak
11. The Love Diamond
12. Bvlgari
13. TSL Jewellery
14. Amoris
15. Lazo Diamond - yellow & white gold only
16. Gold Heart - ada jual platinum. outlet dekat Mines dan Mid Valley
17. Soo Kee Jewellery
18. Diamoney - ada platinum kalau tak silap. Giant Plentong
19. Diamond & Platinum - Jusco Tebrau
20. Aurora Jewellery - Mines
21. Bausch K - KLCC, Mid Valley
22. SK Jewellery - City Square, Jusco Bukit Indah, KSL City
23. DeGem - Holiday Plaza
24. Zirconia Jewellery - KSL City

dah discussed da matter with him...in fact we've already surveyed and agree on a platinum ring..sangat cantik! most importantly, he likes it...cant wait to c the ring on his fingers...
 

 
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